Monday, October 22, 2012

Assignment 8 History of the People


Howard Zinn's take on American history is spot on. His idea is to tell history from the mouth of those who are living it. He challenges ideas of government that oppresses people period, in all shapes forms, and fashions. He was courageous in speaking out, and using his voice. He set an example of what we should try to be in our everyday lives. Howard Zinn, in my opinion, had a characteristic that is lost on a lot of people today. He had, again to me, "a don't drink the Kool-Aid" type of mentality that is evident through his track record. Ironically this is something we do every single day in different forms. Just a few days ago I was told to drink the Kool-Aid, to buy into the system, and do not question it. It goes against my nature, and what people like Zinn do is allow you to say "hey he's an average person just like me, if he can speak out, I can", and that can be very dangerous to a lot of people. If indeed he was targeted by the FBI I certainly understand why. He disrupts the system, and forces people to wonder, if there is a serious power that wants this man gone maybe the system needs a little disrupting. It is extremely difficult to do so because we are all used to the "norm" and getting by, by being abnormal is more difficult that just shutting up, and drinking the Kool-Aid.

Howard Zinn is to be applauded in his attempt to wake people up, his attempt to show people that they are the voice of the government, and that the government should not make you feel afraid to voice your opinion. If I look at an example I saw today. After watching the third and final debate I, like many other college students who would be voting in this year election, took to face book only to see responses from people beckoning for people to stop talking about it. It made me wonder if people knew that this is what face book is for, voicing your opinion. How could people truly be so unaware of a platform for exactly that, when they in fact do the very thing the platform is designed for? The only difference is instead of using it to discuss the debate, or other actual issue, they would rather harp about some "bullshit" that is completely meaningless. Zinn is a great example of how we should use our voice, but unfortunately we tend to fall short of that characteristic that he possessed. 

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Short Bus (Film)


Shortbus was, and will remain, one of the only movies that made me feel completely and utterly uncomfortable. I consider myself a very open minded person. I have been accused of being gay in the pass. I have had gay friends, I have served with gay members of the military, and I have gay family members. The fact that I really and truly felt uncomfortable and truly disgusted makes me feel very angry at myself. I always used to tell my gay friends “look I don’t care what you do that brings you happiness” but from this film I realized that I’m only okay with it if I don’t see it.

There were a lot of other conflicts taking place in this film, but the gay issue was the only one that struck me. The emotion was so raw and obviously the sex was real. It took the idea of gay people, and gay sex out of your mind and it put it in front of you and forced you to deal with it. It made you deal with the questions are you homophobic, if so then why? Something I can’t answer right now. Me personally, I would have to conclude that I am, but I don’t like it. I don’t like gay sex, and I feel I should apologize for it. However I realized that what gay people do in the bedroom doesn’t make those people a bad people and I stand behind that. I feel for the fact that some would rather choose death than to live gay. I feel for the fact that some don’t feel like Americans, and aren’t perceived as Americans. The film inflames a struggle in me to come to turns with my homophobia and to help other people see that it’s is an issue. In order to do that I myself have to believe that it really isn’t an issue. Love is love and happiness is happiness, no matter who shares it. That is the beginning of coming to turns with gay relationships. Everyone deserves to be happy.